sweet happy endings ;

YWednesday, November 25, 2009' 8:11 AM

}sweet happy endings

got an sms from sabrina this morning.

saying that her grandfather is in the hospital,

asthma attack.

suddenly i thought of,

"when is it gonna be my turn?"

when will i get my asthma attack,

laying in the hospital bed,

feeling breathless.

letting the doctor & nurse to save me.

but then again,

do i wanna be save?

sometimes,

is just so tiring living in this world.

seeing how many ppl's i actually had hurt.

maybe is just best for me to leave as well,

at least, i will hurt them for the last time,

and then my name will be gone from their life.

im me, just me.

YTuesday, November 24, 2009' 8:10 AM

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FUCK MYSELF UP _l_

indeed.. i screwed myself up.

YSunday, November 22, 2009' 11:45 AM

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SATURDAY[2111o9]

woke up pretty early but got headache after that. =/

kns de.

superb unwell.

went maple,

do some quest and really buey tahan.

took my nap at 1pm.

woke up at 3.30pm after that.

sit in front of the pc while bii and dii get ready to meet up later on.

i got ready at around 4pm, took my bath, blow my hair.

met them at my block again, at 5pm.

took the mrt to habourfront.

went straight to see the timing for movie's.

but sian,

long Q.

and all the movie was filling fast.

was thinking whereter to watch or not.

in the end, we took the Q.

and we bought ticket for "The Xmas Carol 3D".

9.10pm ticket =/

at 1st,

dii and cp was kinda reluctant to watch this movie when i told them that i was like so so wanting to watch.

LOLs.

but overall, the 3D spec made the movie really interesting. (:

is like real snow are around the cinema.

ke ke.

soo funn.. ^^

went for dinner at the food court after buying the ticket.

i had my usual, meehoon + those fried stuff e.g : prawn crackers, fishball, etc etc.

cp wanted popiah also.

so we ordered two rolls of it.

as usual,

dii wanted something to do with chicken.

got him his chicken rice.

and cp got his seafood steamboat.

okies !! again !!

eat dao yao vomit.

is like really forcing everything in!

._. !

hu's fault?!

cp lar..

order so much =x

after that, we went to see my lighting !!! (:

the xmas tress was really really lovely!

see the 2 boy's infront ~~ spoilt my photo =x ..

a closer shot (: .. lovely?

went Mu-Ee after that.

got myself a cigi box. =/

can see dii wasnt very happy.

either can cp stop me.

and im sure BFF is gonna be so dissapointed after knowing this.

sorry guys.

the front cover of the cigi box (:

inside the box ! mild seven ori rox ! =x

Y' 10:55 AM

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FRIDAY [2011o9]

took leave on this particular day.

no why.

reason being was only because, i need a break.

& i got too many leave to clear. ^^

cp came to have breakfast with my bro & ii at kovan.

met him like around 10am.

ate kueh chap.

than ate a lil dim sum also.

LOLs.

full until i wanna burst.

drank sugar cane ^^ ..

superb craving for that for the last few days.

went popular after that,

bro wanna get some colour paper. =/

got home at around 12+pm.

cp tried to fix my maple.

stupid cock up patch.

than after that, around 3pm.

my maple finally working edi ! (:

thanx alot bii (: ..

met dii at my house for lunch+dinner.

they waited for me at my house block while i go and take my bath again.

then , headed to kovan again. ._.

had new york new york coz cp havent eat there b4 (:

we had some meat platter and ice cream.

hell sia..

eat until all of us dont know how to talk liao.

and the waitress even offer us cotton candy x3

dii melting cotton candy. *his happily talking to aiai over the phone* =x

the giant banana boat. i think they should name it the banana titanic instead of boat. ._.

went home superb bloated after that.

oh yah!

we bought cash together.

aiai, cp, dii and me.

had been waiting for aiai to discharge from the hospital that day, for finally TODAY (:

taadaaa !! our new cash outfit (:

lets make out the possibility out of the impossibility (:

YWednesday, November 18, 2009' 7:03 AM

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people are just weird, aren't they?

they change each time.

to suit the environment.
to suit themself.

to be happy.

to get what they want.

i changed.

i know.

compared to the teenage life of me.

im working now.

i need to suit the environment.

and i know im more realistic now.

but isnt this what human being are born for?

the last survival wins the race?

the bet?

i hurted uu again and again.

i dont deny.

i was selfish.

and im really sorry.

i sacrified our love so that i could at least have another chance to see a brighter future.

letting you trying to get me back.

just to at least get another chance to hold my hand, to cuddle me in your sleep.

and i ignore every existent that uu had done just for me.

im awake from whatever ~~shit~~ kind of fairy tales.

fairy tales are a totally bullshit things for what i see now.

i cant be the gurl hu are owez jumping around,

pampered uu,

or even give all my times for relationship.

yet, i cant be there for uu when uu needed me.

i wants to be there for uu,always.

but i cant.

but the chance, uu took it away.

you never wanna be just friends,

simply because uu said "i cant treat some1 i love as a normal friend".

but have uu seen where are the "push" button to another starting?

you didn't give urself another chance,

in the end,

it was you who gave up every single things.

every single hope.

uu requested not to contact anymore.

till the day i would wanna get back with uu.

i agreed to it.

i cant be so selfish.

i cant be a total bitch.

and i promise to be lost from your world.

getting my iphone tomorrow as agreed by the singtel guy.

a great time to totally change my number.

ppl's, let me know if uu wants my new number.

see how much we had change?

can uu see the different?

& now things eventually faded..

≈leaving behind the relationship, memories remains always.≈

YSaturday, November 14, 2009' 11:56 AM

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yesterday was a really F.U.N day (:

was like really having fun in the office too.

playing throwing ball with boss, yee han, jasper and jonathan.

boss said im a good thrower but a bad catcher :x

met dii at my office after work.

was raining and both of us got caught in the rain while waiting for the cab.

wanted to take a bus, but raining.. -.-

talked about his school life today.
how empty school was, how he di siao his friend.

and he show me a short video that he took in school.

glad he had fun (:

reached junction8 at round 6.15pm.

cp sms-ed me and said he will be late.

so dii and ii walked around.

dropped by converse to buy my shoe 1st (:

the sales girl got a lil pissed when i told her that i wanna match a purple shoe laces with shoes in the shop.

so she need to untie and tie on each shoe i choose.

ike hey, im not that fussy rite..

and i only picked 2 shoes.

the 2nd one was the 1 i bought.

=.=!!

seeee.. my shoe with and without purple lace ~ (:

a closer look at the pattern of my shoe .. snow flakes ~ x3

than we walked to get the movie ticket for 2012.

the entire cinema are full..

we only managed to get the 2nd row for the front. x.x

not too bad tho.

at least we are not whining.

LOLs.

cp reached after that.

at around 7pm.

had our dinner at pizza hut.

kinda lots of memory flash back when i was at pizza hut.

hhm.. how do i say it?

and guess i was dazing yesterday till cp said i was quiet.

nway, dinner was lovely.

(:'

than quickly headed to the cinema as it was like 8pm edi.

i went to the loo while dii and cp went and get popcorn+drinks.

movie started at 8.15pm and ended at 11pm.

long rite? (:

and ppl,

uu got to watch this movie.

its amazingly niceee (:

*thumbs up*

oh yah!!

x'mas is around the corner.

alot of shopping centre started their decoration.

and this is the 1 i manage to take from junction8 de.

there..the lighting ! (:

i wanna take lots of x'mas lighting this year.

so who wanna pei me walk around and take photo? x)

took a cab home after that.

uncle drove past upper serangoon road.

suddenly reminded me of what my ex-bf,

used to drove me to around there.

a deserted place.

and.. *fullstop*

you wouldn't wanna know what he did to me.

oh well,

the past.. it taught me how to judge a person.

taught me to grow stronger.

*gone by the wind*

fun fun day (:

YFriday, November 13, 2009' 6:56 AM

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yeap.

i got my pay increment letter on tuesday.

mc on wed.

and yesterday,

$200 voucher !!

for what reason?

LOL..

for getting "the best support award".

oh yah.. oh yah..

i need to thank my mother, my father.. my great grandmother, my uncle,aunt..

phewwwww *PAUSE*

nahhh..

i just wanna thanx NURA who build me up to who i am today. (:

thanx buddy.

and i will be going junction8 after work later bahs (:

get myself a rubber shoe.

LOLs.

rubber rubber shoe!! :D

this is so gonna make rina say "can you buy GURLS flat instead of rubber shoe??!?!?!" =x

my answer "CANNOT" ! =x

okay bye =x